Today - well, this week- All sorts of messed up. Unknown, unexpected. My head explode. I just want to sleep, sleep, sleep. How tiresome. I am no king.
The story of Knots. And so I found myself here, motionless. The ground had rushed up to meet up to meet me with its arms wide open. After so long fighting the pull of gravity I had relented. The lights trickled down through the shadows I had left, the bare canopy above me shaking with an eternal motion. In front of me stretched flat plains of white. Ice and snow, ash and sand. My lips were...
Avaelin - I Wish / And You Never This started as...
Under the great north star
I thought last night that I had a lot to say here today. Using words. Stories and worries. As I sit and type, this seems to not be the case. There are uncertainties, there are concerns. There is music in my fingers again, and my contrived demeanor of good-natured nonchalance is nearly impossible to maintain these days. Nothing specific would be appropriate here though. I appreciate the...
who i am. I have spent years coming to terms with that. I am proud of who I am. Why would I go back on that now? This is me. I like it. That is all.
I will always fall short. I cannot advance. I am here.